First of all, Charlie would like to address this "kind of a letter" to her beloved Lemins and MeryP.
"Guys,
some time ago we were joking about how hard karma kicked both of you. You were always talking about how unbelivably unfair it was the fact of her (we know Karma is a woman because only a member of our gendre can possibly be so mean) treating you like crap instead of me. You argued I was as "mean as starvation", or even worst, and I deserved all the bad things that were happening to you two.
I remember those days before the Poznań ICM, both of you had had hard moments and I said "don't worry, she will be trying to fuck my life up worst and sooner than you expect"
Well, I was definately...RIGHT! She screwed up everything I've been waiting for, not only about this holidays, but also about this year.
Today I've fallen from my pink smoothy cloud, and I can sware the crash was the worst I've ever had.
Now, I can promes you two that I feel really sorry about the living hell you're going to have to take me through, at least and hopefully only, during the next couple of months, because, right here and right now, the two things I have in top of my ToDoList after ICM Palermo are kill and die after kill.
Last, but not least, I should add that I wish you were here, or better, I wish we were there (wherever that place is).
I may confess I regret all the crap I went through last summer and that my little but angry body is so full of hate that the "Habemus" issue is just a flowers path compared with this.
But (there is always a but) I must confess that if I'm feeling hate it is because it exists, so that, the opposite feeling may exist too. Anyway, I give up on this one."
